A walk in type of thing

Almost home right. I was so busy this past few weeks because I decided to find a job while waiting for my graduation date. It was so tiring because I had to walk a lot while in Makati. But good thing come to those who pursue and are determined. A while ago I got a text from one of the companies that I would have an interview next week and possibly be hired if I passed. Fingers crossed and praying to God. :) hope to find something stable.

Anyway, I only wore a smart casual attire, since I knew that with walk ins it rarely have an interview right after the passing of the resume. So instead of wearing heels and formal attire I opted for a chick look. Anyway, here are a few pictures :)

Dear future honey, hubby, buddy

If ever you do really come in the future, please understand me. I am the type of person who would change her mind easily. One minute I like to buy hot coffee and change it to a cold one once I am in the counter already, but please, Do UNDERSTAND me :) I am a type of person who have a messy room but knows where everything is. I love to be late sometimes just so I could see if you do have the patience with me. I love writing, so please bear with my cheesy cards for you. I love surprises, so please surprise me as much as I do to you. I love watching movies, so please be my movie buddy. I love having long walks while talking about life, so please be my walking buddy. I love traveling to different cities and paradise, so please be my travel buddy. I have a massive amount of mood swings, so please understand me. But mostly, understand me when I am passionate to my parents cause I would love it if you do too.

I know these are a long set of list but I know the right one is out there searching for me. And one day I will have cheesy long post about it. I am a sucker for love stories so bear with me future hubby! 

And bear with me readers. Haha. Been writing this at night and my imagination can't stop that I know I have to share it here, Goodnight :)

Xo, lei <3 the cheesy lover

If You Just REALIZE

One of the things that i have learned in life this past few months was to never be hard on yourself. If you are imperfect, have a lot of flaws, ugly, fat or even the type of person who does not know a lot, learn to give  yourself some time to appreciate your little flaws and maybe you will get to see that behind those things are people who supports you for who you are and for what you are. Other people who criticize you basically hates you in ways because they do not have the support system that you have. They maybe perfect in ways that you will never be, but they cannot take your support system and make them feel good inside and out. Sometimes flaws are just ways by God to test us on how we will stand up for ourself and realize the things that matters the most and the people who are really true to you. So by that, let us just be happy and contented. Love and never hurt others purposely! Think first before you speak. Feel the love and appreciate it. Be purposeful. Be thankful. And mostly love others too. :)

So how are you guys? I hope your 2013 is full of realizations in life. :) cause mine is and it is only the first two months :) hope you have a great year ahead :) 

Xo, Lei

A peek into my little secret garden :)

I have a friend who means a lot to me. When he betrayed me last last month it became really devastating! It was really heartbreaking at that time that I can't even get mad at him initially! But as the weeks came by I suddenly had the urge to just forget about it and move on and to even finally take his sorry and just forgive him. Maybe I did just that. And don't get me wrong! I am not the type of person to forgive and forget easily, I'm having exceptions because he is, as I said, someone special and weigh too much on my heart. Having friends, real one, is a rare thing for me that's why I only open up my problems to people that I knew for a long time already! Sometimes I am perceive to be snobby or afloat when I don't tell my secrets or stories to my other friends, but they just don't get that I'm still weighing it if I could really trust them with my LIFE. 

I'm a person who doesn't trust much easily. I'm so scared of being let down that it takes me months to weigh if I could trust you before even letting you take a peek on my past life. Sometimes I don't even let you take a peek at all. But don't get me wrong! I'm still your friend and you're still mine. But some secrets are better off said to a few than all. Believe me that's more convenient than to tell the whole town your deep thoughts, actions or secrets! It's like you want to be famous or something if you want everyone to know everything about you! 

Now, why the hell am I writing this if I don't want you knowing my thoughts? Well, I'm writing this because I want to be understood! I want to be perceive differently and I want YOU to be my friend that I could trust. Since I'm partly online most of the time, I just wanted new friends from outside my circle to talk to and to not be judge because of what others might have said about me to you. People should understand that what happens in the past should not be the definition of that person in the future, it should only be the learning experience to be kept. Because everyone change including me and you.

How about you? What are your deepest thoughts? Have a nice week!

Xo, Lei

My very first :)

Will now be transferring some of my publish works in tumblr to here on my very own blogspot:) I hope you do follow this blog! It's full of dreams and sometimes a bit of inspiring things and words of advices. :) hope you could find the time to read every post I do. Some are even post about fashion. It is an all in one actually :)

I hope you enjoy :) have a nice weekend!

Xo, Lei